Good Morning Beautiful,
many of you have been following my fitness journey and were very shocked and confused when I announced that my doctor found a little dime size cancer in my left breast just as I was too since I thought it was just a non cancer sist,the ultra sound results still look like its not cancer so its still a mystery as to why it came back as a rare cancer so at first I got sent to a surgeon that basically scared me and said I could cut off the whole left breast or the sist inside and that I would have to have chemo and wanted to send me to his Oncologist the very next day...well I have really been working on following my gut and I did not feel comfortable with that surgeon at all make sure you always follow your peace inside as a guide to get you through don't just let them freak you out and make a choice you could regret forever...
So I cryed for two days as I said and then I got serious everyone was sharing what they would do or giving me ideas as to what to do next as so on but its inevitable that its my life and my body and I must do what I feel is right for me so I searched for the best specialist breast doctor in my area as to not have to travel to Seattle if I didn't have to..I prefer woman doctors that's just me I had a woman doctor for all three of my babies the same doctor and she was fabulous such love and such a heart that's what I want when I choose a doctor, so I found this woman doctor that is the only woman breast specialist and I went there yesterday praying that she was the one for me ..my husband took the day off to make sure he felt comfortable with her as well since after all we are talking about surgery on one of his favorite parts on me..LOL so he wanted to ask so many questions she looks at my ultra sound films and again said it does not look like cancer and she said she wishes I would of came to her first she was a little spit fire she took another ultra sound right there in the office and still not sure what kind of cancer it is or if It even is yet so she is going to send it to the lab that she uses for more testing...
so in the mean time now I have so much peace with my new doctor she was fantastic and eased my mind so much so I have another appointment this afternoon and we decided to go ahead and take out the dime size sist out of my left breast and she will put blue die in there as to follow it up two the two limp notes to take them out as well to be sure that if it is indeed that nothing will spread through my body..and I'm praying for a clear margin when she goes in there and takes it out I will do this this Thursday 6/16/11 my husband will drive me to the hospital and then take me home after surgery that same day....
so Prayers and love have been so wonderful thank you all so much for all the kind words and love you show me everyday...I'm coming back more determined and stronger and on fire just like before but only stronger and braver for what I have faced and dealt with can build you up or tear you down you get to choose and I can say that Its building me up and making me even more of a fighter and more passionate than ever...
Peace and Love Always and forever, Ursula
www.beachbodycoach.com/fitursula
many of you have been following my fitness journey and were very shocked and confused when I announced that my doctor found a little dime size cancer in my left breast just as I was too since I thought it was just a non cancer sist,the ultra sound results still look like its not cancer so its still a mystery as to why it came back as a rare cancer so at first I got sent to a surgeon that basically scared me and said I could cut off the whole left breast or the sist inside and that I would have to have chemo and wanted to send me to his Oncologist the very next day...well I have really been working on following my gut and I did not feel comfortable with that surgeon at all make sure you always follow your peace inside as a guide to get you through don't just let them freak you out and make a choice you could regret forever...
So I cryed for two days as I said and then I got serious everyone was sharing what they would do or giving me ideas as to what to do next as so on but its inevitable that its my life and my body and I must do what I feel is right for me so I searched for the best specialist breast doctor in my area as to not have to travel to Seattle if I didn't have to..I prefer woman doctors that's just me I had a woman doctor for all three of my babies the same doctor and she was fabulous such love and such a heart that's what I want when I choose a doctor, so I found this woman doctor that is the only woman breast specialist and I went there yesterday praying that she was the one for me ..my husband took the day off to make sure he felt comfortable with her as well since after all we are talking about surgery on one of his favorite parts on me..LOL so he wanted to ask so many questions she looks at my ultra sound films and again said it does not look like cancer and she said she wishes I would of came to her first she was a little spit fire she took another ultra sound right there in the office and still not sure what kind of cancer it is or if It even is yet so she is going to send it to the lab that she uses for more testing...
so in the mean time now I have so much peace with my new doctor she was fantastic and eased my mind so much so I have another appointment this afternoon and we decided to go ahead and take out the dime size sist out of my left breast and she will put blue die in there as to follow it up two the two limp notes to take them out as well to be sure that if it is indeed that nothing will spread through my body..and I'm praying for a clear margin when she goes in there and takes it out I will do this this Thursday 6/16/11 my husband will drive me to the hospital and then take me home after surgery that same day....
so Prayers and love have been so wonderful thank you all so much for all the kind words and love you show me everyday...I'm coming back more determined and stronger and on fire just like before but only stronger and braver for what I have faced and dealt with can build you up or tear you down you get to choose and I can say that Its building me up and making me even more of a fighter and more passionate than ever...
Peace and Love Always and forever, Ursula
www.beachbodycoach.com/fitursula
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